Father, If I still may ask, I just want to learn how to love you more and in a right way.
I know I haven't been loving you enough, but instead I love myself more.
teach me to deny myself
teach me to love you more than anything else in this world
more than I have loved anything else
I've given up my wish to have my own little family
but if you want me to have one let it be done according to your will, not my will
Teach me to totally give myself to you Father
for I know that your plans are not to harm me, but to help me
I need your guide to understand, and to walk with you in this trial
don't abandon me Father
love me still
and while I'm still here
please use me as a tool to help those broken souls